I think I am. But it still bothers me.
I belong to a group on FB about Congenital Degenerative Myelopathy.
And all these people post about having to euthanize their animals. And yes, I cry at each and every one I read but I still cant leave the group.
But then I see how lovely their vets treated them afterwards - flowers, foot prints, candles, etc.
Our old vet in Livermore send a footprint ..... and we got a card from the crematorium where the ashes were buried.
So yes, we got a card from the vet.
And we got a card from the pet insurance company.
But that is all.
And it makes me feel sad that Bella wasnt better memorialized.